Year of Up and Downs

 I haven't blogged in awhile, I guess its because I've had so much going on in my life. Even so this moment in my life is a huge break through, Soon (In a few days in fact) will be my year from being discharged for Abbott Northwestern, and let me tell you that I've been through hell and back. I'm in a place right now where I'm finding myself heading back to where I was.

My depression has became worse because I have not been seeing a therapist or taking my medication daily.  Life is just a giant struggle. I have not had thoughts of suicide or harming myself but I find myself sleeping more, mood changing rapidly, and Crying non stop before falling asleep, But not because my life has become complicated but because I feel numb about things that use to excite me, and make me happy.




Depression is not something that goes away over night, Its for the rest of your life, trying to balance out your emotions and finding the right things to help you cope with the world around you.