Blogging assignment 7

I wouldn't want to trade my happiness for all the money in the world. Yes you can buy all the things you want, but you can't truly be happy. I'd rather be poor and still have my happiness then to be so miserable and have money.

Shopping Spree!

Oh if I had the money to spend on these things I would be so happy! I would also want to buy a building to convert into a Animal Shelter, A lifetime pass to Valleyfair, and a unlimited gas card.

Boonies or city girl?

For me I'd rather live out in the boonies if I actually had no choice but to choose between the two , I like be able to go outside at night and see the stars, I don't want lights going through my windows. If I lived out in the boonies though it would have its downfalls, I would be so far away from everything that I would have to make "Trips" to the store instead of walking down the street.  So I guess I'd be more of a suburb kind of girl. I wanna be able to see stars at night not really be bothered by lights at night and noises, but I don't want to be so far away from everything.

Reflection.

These Past few months after becoming Eighteen..Finally.. There has been some growing up. I now have a job that is all cleaning for the most part and its worth every minute I have to be there. It not only has made me realize how easy I've had it all of life it has made me appreciate what my parents have done for me. I will soon have a car to call my own so that will in turn open more freedoms for me. Most of my checks will go to payments then gas. The rest will be to be saved for a apartment so I can start living a life of my own and become more of the person my parents want me to be, and would be proud of. So now that I am capable of it I'll just have to push through it.

Ohhh country Music(:

You don't know nothing about music unless you're a country fan! (:
Its my life and my heart.  I love country music its something my family gets sick of because I'm constantly playing it, Ohh well (: I wanna go to We fest! Three nights of country music and camping, sounds like the best thing ever to me. Sad thing is the tickets are 600$  but I have til August to save up for the most amazing concert ever! Even though I only absolutely love two of the artist that are play it still seems like fun (:

Year of Up and Downs

 I haven't blogged in awhile, I guess its because I've had so much going on in my life. Even so this moment in my life is a huge break through, Soon (In a few days in fact) will be my year from being discharged for Abbott Northwestern, and let me tell you that I've been through hell and back. I'm in a place right now where I'm finding myself heading back to where I was.

My depression has became worse because I have not been seeing a therapist or taking my medication daily.  Life is just a giant struggle. I have not had thoughts of suicide or harming myself but I find myself sleeping more, mood changing rapidly, and Crying non stop before falling asleep, But not because my life has become complicated but because I feel numb about things that use to excite me, and make me happy.




Depression is not something that goes away over night, Its for the rest of your life, trying to balance out your emotions and finding the right things to help you cope with the world around you.