Dear Depression

I find you amusing. Nothing but pain and complications when you're around. When you're not there is still a shadow over my head. You made my life hell. I hate that you were so hard to control. Now that its not a issue I find it hard to believe that at one point you controlled my every move. I wouldn't want to fight you because I was to weak to face you. Now that I'm stronger you seem so small, Like the problems that you brought along, I can finally fight you and succeed til the end. My smile is brighter and that shadow is no longer here to dwell over me. I find the feels of sadness and loneliness are completely gone. I can actually hold on to how I'm feeling and embrace it. Being happy and waking up in the morning is what I look forward to everyday, Death is not an a choice when it comes to my thoughts now. Living for the moment, what I have and who I am is the only option for me. So depression please know I want you to be gone forever, Because how I'm feeling daily now is the way for me to Live my Life.

Love,
Kayla